Decisions, Decisions

I have postponed my wedding.  There are many reasons but the reason I told my fiance is that we cannot afford it.  I need to find a job and get some money set aside because I do want a wedding not just show up at the Justice of the Peace.  The truth is that we have a lot of issues to work out if we are really going to do this.  I need to know that he is going to be honest with me. I am so tired of catching him in stupid lies that really don't mean a thing.  He actually thinks that I still believes he is part of the police department.  I have known since the second day I knew him that he is a security officer, not a police officer and that does not really matter to me but some of the other things do.  He still have not come clean about his education.  He told me when we met that he had his doctorate in Psychology.  I don't think he ever went to college.  Again, that is not all that important but the fact that he lied and is still not telling me the truth is a BIG RED FLAG!  He tells my family that he makes so much more money than he does, he exaggerates our house to everyone he talks to.  I cannot live with the knowlege that he lies to everyone about everything.  Yes, I can sift through those lies but why should I have to?!

Today I spent the day running around with Haley.  I took her to the Navy Recruit office and she took another test.  She did not do very well on it so on the way home I bought her a book that will help her study for it. I really am pushing her to go into the Navy.  She seriously needs to get out of St. Louis and away from not only her friends here but away from Carmela and Jeff.  That house is just so negative for her.  She still maintains that she is innocent of the conspiracy to steal Jeff's gun but according the Jeff, the Prosecuting attorney has given her the choice to go to the service or go to jail.  I told her that if she is innocent then she still needs to get away from this atmosphere, especially Jeff and if she is guilty then she has received an incredible gift of being given a choice instead of arrested for conspiracy!  She has finally agreed so I am going to push like heck!