Tuesday, July 31, 2012

I Am Always Angry

As the title says, I Am Always Angry!  I wake up angry, I go to bed angry and am angry all day long.  I cannot seem to get out of anger mode and if I do happen to smile or laugh, the anger is always there just under the surface.  I do not like feeling this way and need to somehow get out of this because it is killing me.  My stomach is constantly in knots and I am always eating.  I have a permanent frown on my face and am starting to scare clients!  I googled "How can I not be angry" and got a list of 10 ways to calm my anger but it just makes me angrier reading it because I keep thinking, "They don't know what it is like to have my 2 neices and my nephew living in their house, destroying their property and constantly bickering!

The good news is, the girls are leaving tomorrow!  I hope and pray with all my heart that it happens.  Toni has a second interview on Thursday so hopefully she will get that job.  She also got a check yesterday that could help her get an apartment and should receive another one soon.  I am praying that my sanity holds out!

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